Hello viewers of my journal.

i know i haven't been Doing much on here recently cause i don't have the mind state to put anything up on here. all i can do is draw pictures to keep my mind off things

But still im going to write in my "journal of deviantART"

I have gotten an obsession for drawing hearts and plants in the same picture
which is strange cause normally its not what i draw. and i don't draw alot
it just seems to be all i can draw right now Even when i tried to do a poem/story as a change all i could do was think about drawing

Anyways another thing in my life would be school. and how much im failing, I may not seem Like the person to care alot about school but even if i try at school now i just cant keep concentration on anything Its so God damn frustrating. People at school shit me i mean sure there friends but there all the same. Just bitch and complain about everybody else

*to be continued next journal. busy*